The other day I was reading Michael Crichton's Next, a science fiction. I wish I read more of this author, but hey, better late than never. After turning a few pages my bulb tinged not pertaining to anything in the context of the book but for something totally different. I had considered it a year back when I was down with chickenpox but gave up the idea. Now again, I deeply began to consider the possibilities. What is it that caused me to deeply cogitate again? Let's go on a slow yet not-so-comfortable ride, shall we.
Ever thought of life in the form of "IF" clauses, I bet you have.
If only i did this at that time, then...
If only he asked me to help, ...
If only I gave my 100%, ......
If not ... then ...
If I get a chance in .... else I ll ....
and many more...
No, am not learning C or any of the OOPS languages. There are so many times that we rewind and think of the things that bother(ed) us. But have we ever paused to think over why we actually did something that we weren't supposed to do. Ever had the conception of us being controlled by some alien-force in the same manner as we control characters on video-games ! Am sure you are in a position to conclude that am insane.Wait till I finish.
Here goes. Consider for the sake of a healthy argument that am right. Does it seem so impractical? You can argue that if you were being controlled and have no decision that is yours to make, then how about not following whatever is decided- like kicking the ball with the other foot or missing a bus or denying something that you wouldn't actually deny. My answer is that it is all well-devised,well monitored and even well played. Just like a good computer program, even a reasonable doubt is not left unchecked. Well, there is a very good possibility of us falling into tricky clauses then! Clauses like if we kick the ball with the wrong foot, we fall and bleed or if we miss a bus, we ll have to face bad consequences. Sounds grotesque. Maybe we missed something. Maybe like in our world, there are good programmers and a very large group of poor gamers. And the best trick those programmers pulled is making us believe that our world exist. Time, according to my theory then is just some coveted program. And so is the theory of relativity and so is gravity. And if so I must admit gravity is the best thing that they came up with. Am not talking about the movie Matrix here, though it seems very similar. It is just an analogy. By programming I don't really mean programming. I mean something that is possibly beyond our current understanding. Something that cannot be perceived even if we try to. Something mysterious and incomprehensible. Why am I trying, you ask? I always learn it the hard way.
Are we really dummies then? Are we all part of a big joke? Or is it just one little thought blown out-of-proportions! Another sleepless night. Is it written ? Should I try denying it and sleep? May be it is written that way! May be I am to ponder upon this the whole night and not miss the first hour tomorrow in college.
Take care...