The Two Facets

Life is really funny,

Sometimes Dark, sometimes Sunny;

The inner side of me,

Contradictory, they are, doubly do i see-

Life is both dark and sunny.

Nitin, inside the mind, always say

Neo is one of a kind,

Listen to Him not, you'll have to pay-

Pay, pay the price of being selfish,

Being careless, being peevish.

Am I two, or am I one,

Both of them are here to stay.

From Neo's eye, all I could see-

Me being beautified,

Me being personified,

Me with all this attention,

Eventually fall in self-detention.

Again I start to sway,

Again Nitin has something to say-

"Done with the heights of your attitude,

Oh, please stop measuring its magnitude."

Today, you are at the top of the world,

Tomorrow, you'll remain nothing but a dirt.

Neo never complains, he does things,

Nitin complains, he wants to do things;

So here i am, confused, scared,

Who is Neo, and where is Nitin,

Aren't they the same,

When things go wrong,

Whom am i to blame?

Sometimes gloomy,

Life is unsurprisingly funny,

Sometimes dark, sometimes sunny.

PS
Yes, I did have dilemma while posting it. Dealing with alter-ego is anything but fun :-|